After our date, she asked me if I wanted to come in for some coffee. My mind started racing with thoughts about what I should expect, as did this just mean coffee, or was something else going to happen if I accepted her offer? This was our first date and I took her out to a nice restaurant and then we parked by the lake and because it was such a beautiful night, we looked up at the stars. We are both single, and I used all of my charms trying to seduce her, letting her know how much I loved her smile, and how lucky I feel to have met someone so lovely as her. I usually drink my coffee in the morning and I don’t like decaffeinated, so maybe she meant something more than us just sharing a cup of coffee.
I like her a lot, but even though I am the man, I will wait for her to make the first move, as this is her place and I would feel terrible if I made her uncomfortable by misjudging her intentions. If she just means coffee and has no romantic interest in me, I can live with that, as there are plenty of other fish in the sea. This could be just my imagination running away with me and maybe I should stop dreaming and get a life, but the way she asked me, made it feel like she was flirting with me, because she kept batting her eyelashes. The insanity in my brain was telling me that once I got inside of her place, that she was going to tell me to be patient while she slips into something more comfortable. I know how I feel when I get home, as once I get in the door, I want to get my clothes off. She has a smoking hot body and I am visualizing her coming back out of her bedroom wearing the sexiest lingerie imaginable and us sharing a fulfilling lovemaking session.
My life is filled with so much fantasy, as no woman ever tells a guy that she wants to slip into something more comfortable, unless you are watching a James Bond movie. When opportunity knocks, you have to say yes and if this widow was interested in pursuing an intimate relationship with me, then I was not going to turn that down. I felt this sexual attraction toward her and these sensual feelings just kept building up inside of me. I had to leave where this was going up to her as I didn’t want to get rejected. I am in uncharted territory here, as I am hoping that she is sexually active and that she is looking to establish an emotional closeness, but maybe she just likes drinking coffee. I should probably just accept her offer and stop over thinking this.
Written for Reena’s Exploration Challenge #190 prompt insanity.